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If Only…

On my way back from kampung after driving lil’ sister back.. Tetiba this thought came into mind…
“If only the miscarriage did not happen..my kid (if I’m not mistaken a boy, my son then) will be in standard one already. I would be busy adjusting to send him to school every morning.. While also busy preparing for the other kid ( this one has to be removed because of ectopic) to taska since he/she will be 3 yrs old.. Huhuhu

If only… If only…. Bak kata my other half.. “pakai buah kalu.. Semua jadi..”

And the tears did flow.. But nasib baik sikit je.. Hmm sebab pikir balik.. Itu takdir ilahi.. Barang yg lepas jagan dikenang gitu kan…

Anyway banyakkkkkkk sangat nikmat lain yang telah diberikan Allah pada diri ini. Kesihatan, wang ringgit, kebahagian rumah tangga, family yg supportive and cute and adorable nephews n nieces. Jadi tak payahlah nak sedih lama2 dan bersyukur dengan kurniaan yg ada.

Keinginan ada zuriat sendiri memang ada.. Tapi belumberrezeki.. So kepada yg membaca entri ni.. Doakanlah juga semoga kami dikurniakan zuriat sendiri.. Dan kalau anda juga selalu berfikir tentang..”kalaulah” then STOP…” If only” will NEVER happen.. Thats why its fall under the title If Only

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